Day 378….how disgusting….a beard on a woman

Most of the reactions to the tv report, “Faszination Leben”, were friendly, supporting, encouraging and positive. Some reacted with disgust and some other expressions. One of  them even felt harassed by my appearance.

The problem for them is that this woman has a beard. If she was a man – no one would have taken notice of the beard…..But it is not acceptable that a woman has a beard. And above all she even lets people do a film about her and showing it on TV!!

What thoughts would the same people have, if under my picture would be written this is a man? Would they still feel disgusted? Is it the way the beard has grown? Does it need some styling? ! Someone wrote my beard is matted..

Why do they react so extreme? Is it the education, society, media?

It is amazing what reactions such a few innocent hairs on the “wrong spot” can cause! On other parts of the body people  are longing for them if they are not there…

Seeing this from a distance I find it quite amusing. Such a lot of fear is being caused by bodyhair!? How dangerous are these hairs?!

Why do people like it more to be pierced or having a tatoo, then their own bodyhair?!


Seeing a fly the other day in my room, I understood why I used to kill it: because I was afraid. I was afraid it could fly into my face and tickle me, that it would leave its shit on the lamp and bring germs onto my food, which might cause illness….etc…. My fear was bigger than this little animal. To really look at the fear, and to ask yourself is it true  what I believe, can open up the eyes and the heart and suddenly the fear has gone.

What are you fighting against just out of fear?!

Day 376 Videos have been taken offline

The videos that someone put on Youtube have now been taken away. So you cannot see the videos  Akte 09 or the fotoshooting from RTL. The account of the person who did put it there has been closed down. It might have been against the laws of youtube to upload videos from TV….

Latest Video

Tonight there was another little report about me on german TV in RTL. You can watch it online for the next few days on  Focus TV . The other videos that had been on youtube have been closed and are not available for now.

Day 377 video stubble boy

What if women would not shave their body hair….

Women with beards – calendar 1997/2000

A dutch webpage wrote something about me, yesterday.

They give a link in the text which leads to a dutch page Vrouwen met Baarden (women with beards).

On that page you can see the calendar of 1997 with  “12 hairy babes”….I did read about it some time ago. But all these beards are just fake! No real bearded women!  On this page you can download each month. On the home page you can click  on the names of the women and read little made-up stories about them.

Bearded Lady Song

and some more beard songs…

Love yourself the way you are

Love yourself the way you are.

This is the message the movie Penelope gives. It is a very funny and entertaining movie. This is the trailer:

On Youtube you can see the whole movie, but not such a good picute. In Germany the DVD is available for rent.