Day 378….how disgusting….a beard on a woman

Most of the reactions to the tv report, “Faszination Leben”, were friendly, supporting, encouraging and positive. Some reacted with disgust and some other expressions. One of  them even felt harassed by my appearance.

The problem for them is that this woman has a beard. If she was a man – no one would have taken notice of the beard…..But it is not acceptable that a woman has a beard. And above all she even lets people do a film about her and showing it on TV!!

What thoughts would the same people have, if under my picture would be written this is a man? Would they still feel disgusted? Is it the way the beard has grown? Does it need some styling? ! Someone wrote my beard is matted..

Why do they react so extreme? Is it the education, society, media?

It is amazing what reactions such a few innocent hairs on the “wrong spot” can cause! On other parts of the body people  are longing for them if they are not there…

Seeing this from a distance I find it quite amusing. Such a lot of fear is being caused by bodyhair!? How dangerous are these hairs?!

Why do people like it more to be pierced or having a tatoo, then their own bodyhair?!

Seeing a fly the other day in my room, I understood why I used to kill it: because I was afraid. I was afraid it could fly into my face and tickle me, that it would leave its shit on the lamp and bring germs onto my food, which might cause illness….etc…. My fear was bigger than this little animal. To really look at the fear, and to ask yourself is it true  what I believe, can open up the eyes and the heart and suddenly the fear has gone.

What are you fighting against just out of fear?!


Latest Video

Tonight there was another little report about me on german TV in RTL. You can watch it online for the next few days on  Focus TV . The other videos that had been on youtube have been closed and are not available for now.

Women with beards – calendar 1997/2000

A dutch webpage wrote something about me, yesterday.

They give a link in the text which leads to a dutch page Vrouwen met Baarden (women with beards).

On that page you can see the calendar of 1997 with  “12 hairy babes”….I did read about it some time ago. But all these beards are just fake! No real bearded women!  On this page you can download each month. On the home page you can click  on the names of the women and read little made-up stories about them.

Day 369

carre-d-etoiles-telescopeInhabitat. com is a wonderful webpage with great design ideas. Really fascinating. If you like intersting and beautiful things, you will like this page. If this link works yo will come to see a little house…wonderful…I would love to live there ….It is called Carre Etoile.

Day 368

Shoppinggalerie an der Frauenkirche DresdenNot really something to tell. I went to town, bought some fabric for sewing the muffeteers. They have pritty fabric there in Karstadt. The saleswomen were really friendly. In the street people were staring as usual. On the traffic lights, a woman in the car, had popping out her eyes when she saw me!

The air was stuffy and hot. When I came back home I was tired and did not yet start sewing.

Again I passed the Frauenkirche. And this time they were just closing for a rehearsal…..and another time I was not able to see the church from the inside!  On the way to the church, I passed this guy on the picture. He has a nice beard. He is an original of a man!

Women with mustaches

Found a page I did not know yet. With pictures of women with mustaches here.

367. Tag Would you make out with this woman?

Dame!? ohne Arme!!I thought that I might stop writing this diary, but as you can see, I am still writing. And right now, I have the luxury to live in a flat with connection to the internet.

Tonight I found a page, where someone asks: Would you make out with this woman? Showing pictures of me!

Here is the link to the page: where you can read the answers or put your own answers! Up to now, most people think I am a man, and others just followed the mainstream, that dating a woman with beard is not possible…..

Again and again, people asked me, if I had a boyfriend or if I would live with someone. I am living alone for quite some years now.  And I like it, as I wanted to spend time with myself. Seeing the difficulties other people have,  living in a relationship, I was happy to be alone. It is special to be with oneself. And I think it is the basic thing to be able to BE with yourself to really BE with someone else. The other person should enrich the life and be able to be alone. What I wish for, is a person, no matter what sex, to be a company to go throu life. Someone I can do things together and laugh… where I can feel a connection, feel inspired, and exited to be together and vice versa. Where it is fun to be together and where also everyone is able to be alone for himself. As much closeness, as possible and as much distance as necessary in a balancerfd way. A respectful being together supporting each other. Perhaps it needs some distance to stay alert and wake to treat one another in a respectful manner. Everyone has his needs of closeness and distance to be in contact with oneself.

And about the person, that I would like to walk together for a while, I think the beard would not be a hindrance. And until we meet, I will enjoy to be with myself and the world…

There are so many ideas about what is “normal”. There is the separation in men and women. And the other one is that you should have a relation with the opposite sex. NORMAL? Why? Because most of mankind is behaving like this!?

There is so much more! For example, as we know by now, there are not only men and women. There are quite some more forms ……

And there is not only the relation between men and women. There can be different ways of being in a relation. And  as soon, as the limitations in the mind are torn away, so many more ways of living are possible…